Just checked my grades.
Hmmm I want to kill my self.
Math,well this unit is ok so if I can get an a this unit then it will pull up my grade.
Biology. I just gotta study.
World. Well I can’t fail any more reading quizzes. Ffffffffffffffffuuudddggeee……
Lit. Idk. Research paper.ugh idk…
Spanish..psh. It’s easy. I just gotta do my vocal.
And orchestra no worries.
It’s just math world bio. Haha WTF major subjects.
Ahhhhhhh I got this. I am going to bring up my grades. Arg
Eh, I feel like I’m wasting my life not studying. I get stressed about it but I just don’t do it. Now I’m too lazy, I barely get my homework done Ha„„,Since when did I change?…:/
I don’t like school, Lunch period is also no fun, because that’s the period I do homework. Not even do them just, making it LOOK like it’s been done. I don’t know what is causing me to be this lazy, ha..probably crappy thoughts in my head and thinking about stuff that I shouldn’t care about now.I hate procrastinating, but I do it all the time. :(
I honestly want to quit school. The reasons I go to school; Friends, Orchestra, A little bit of Spanish…and Drama club. I want to graduate high school, I mean, Duh I WILL, It’s just School is so tiring right now and stressful. And I’m becoming slacker.:[
Ugh, now it’s pass 12am I think I should say, yesterday…was a bad day.Starting with school, I had a *ucking math quiz, that I did not understand, and my mom caused a car accident so now we have to pay for the car and the other car(s). Thank God she’s not hurt though… Anyways, then My friend got really upset about something, and on my way to volunteering*I was in my friend’s car* we almost hit a car.Then at this volunteering school, this girl at my table started crying because another girl said something bad about her. ahh, had to soothe her then„,yeah, That’s when my friend told me how she was upset etc. Then I called my mom after I arrived home from volunteering, then she says she hit a car, and that our car is crushed in the front… How great…………………….Just great.
I don’t know what’s going on right now. Ugh. So tired and lost. I don’t know what I live for. It’s just procrastinate, do homework at school, comeback practice, eat, homework..nah, sleep and procrastinate„and again and again.Ha…I’m going to sleep now.<-*uck I’m procrastinating again.